Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Beauty

This is my essay on beauty... And a lot earlier I posted a poll about me posting my poems and writing and such... So here it is! I was rather forced to write about this paticular subject, so I'm quite sorry if its a bit cheesy :P Enjoy...

Beauty
    
      Beauty is never ordinary, but it is never just "unique," either. It is like a billion glass shards of things and wonders built up, and yet, it is still not enough to compare the amazing qualities that beauty beholds. Beauty would be soft to the touch, and sweeter than an infant's first breath.
    
     Have you ever seen the sun move with you while your in the car, as if protecting you? Or feel the lovely serenity staring at the moon, so white and crisp? Do you remember feeling that most happiest joy at the tiniest laugh?
    
     That is beauty. It can't be taken away or renewed; for it is everything in everyone. It is the fact that we not just have feelings, but choices within is that give us the wisdom of right and wrong, which shines on us like a secret beauty that nobody realizes is there.
    
     You can see it in the refreshing sphere of dew on a morning's tree leaf. The tiny footprint of a little child in the snow; or the arch of a nimble hand. It is in the way you describe things, and in the way you show it. It is within every painting, drawing, color or culture.
     
     Thus, it swells the whole world like a river, engulfing you on the outside and the inside with it's wisdom. It charms the mind and ensares the senses, so wonderful you can't even feel it.
    
     When you see beauty, you see the love in wisdom and culture that not many people can see so easily. Follow the path of beauty, and you will find love and intelligence in the world of mistakes and criticism. Be yourself, and beauty will find you there.
    
      Truly, beauty is the bird that hatches the mysery in thou.


I hoped you liked it! On paper, it was about a page. There will be more things coming up, as well...
If you want to know the grade I got on this paper, here it is: B+
My language arts teacher is a fizzernicking peabuttbrain. -_- you should have seen some other people's essays... One fricken' paragraph when I wrote a whole page... BAH!
Oh well! I will post soon, and I'm sorry for my delay of my latest chapter. It shall be coming out soon.
Love, Bloody Mary.

Thursday, October 20, 2011

Halloween celebration story coming up

Hello viewerz!! (*Ahem* Mary's fan club *Ahem*) ;)
I've got an idea on how to celebrate Halloween (on my blog). My language arts teacher is having my class write an essay on a small moment where you were terrified.
Of course, i havent really got anything worth being scared about... But i do have a scary story. Our essay is supposed to be non-fiction, so i cant add anything like vampire or werewolves and all that crap. However, my scary story is true, because it came to me in dreams.
I'm going to release my real life story of my nightmares that used to come to me when i was young (And haunt me still) on the day of Halloween.
I'm going to write the story in another girl's viewing (I'll just pick a chick with a random name, and use her for my character.) The story will mainly be about the story line of the chain of nightmares that had occured to me when i was young (Every other night was either the same nightmare as before, or a continued dream from the one from before.) I cant tell you what the dream is about, cuz' that will give it away.
So, on other and nicer topics...
Ah, shizzlecrap. I forget what i was going to say. Damn it.
Oh well, if i remember it, then i will post it later :3
Bye guys!
-Bloody Mary

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Sorry for the wait :3

Chapter forty-five— Commencement of the Angels

I froze up. This could not be happening.
“R-Rachel..?” I gasped, shaking her slightly. My arms were numb. She did not stir.
Oh no, I thought. No, no, no. “Come on, Rachel! Wake up! I still have questions.” I shook her violently, but she did not open her eyes. Feeling her pulse, I knew the worst had happened.
“Somebody! Help! I need help- its life threatening!” I shouted, praying for the best as I lay Rachel on her bed. Her last words choked me on the inside.
When three nurses and a doctor rushed in, their eyes widened at the sight. Feeling clouded in the head, I rushed out of the room as they ran towards Rachel.
I had to tell the Queen that Meowiarty and Rachel are working for Malistaire. I don’t know who Rachel had become, but I know it’s too late for her to be saved. The three bladed weapon now meant nothing to me; she died of the wolf’s wounds rather then a lifetime in jail.
Before I was to reach the Queen, I needed to see my mother’s letter. Malistaire’s directions to Rachel were about a “nature girl,” and the death of me. I vaguely remember my mother had written something about nature in her letter to me. Perhaps an Angel of Nature?
As I climbed up corridors and turned from left to right, my grand bedroom door was in my view. However, the closer I walked to it, the stranger it became. I suddenly realized that my door was slightly ajar; as though somebody tried to close it, but didn’t close it enough.
Taking out my dagger, I held on to my citrine amulet just in case. There could be traitors anywhere… 
Time froze as I stood outside my door. I felt ridiculous while I hesitated to go into my own bedroom I’ve been staying in for about a year. Perhaps it was me who forgot to close my door.
I stepped forward, thankful that I was stepping on marble and not creaking wood. I pushed the heavy door all the way open with two of my pale fingers. I covered my mouth to stifle a choking sound that I gasped out.
He was standing with his back to me; he wore a black shirt and blue jeans, all casual, but nothing was casual on what he was doing. His broad shoulders were bent, and his chocolate hair looked like he had been running his hands through it with strain. He held my mother’s letter to me.
“Oh,” I cried out, realizing what he already knew. “Caspian, don’t you dare read it.”
Caspian did not react to my appearance with shock. He merely turned around, his body stiff like a stone. His eyes looked serious, and I knew he already read it. He gazed up at me, his mouth in a firm line. “How can I pretend that I don’t see what you hide so carelessly?”
I shook my head, trying to apologize to my mother for my betrayal of our secret. “You weren’t supposed to know.”
Caspian held on to my mother’s letter as though it was for dear life. “Oh, but your friends can know? Nicole, Sophia, my sister knows, but not me?”
I shook my head. “You don’t understand.”
Caspian’s tan face paled. “Not my sister.”
I shut the door behind me, so nobody could listen in. “Abigail is half of what I am, Caspian.”
“And what are you? Angel of lies?” Caspian snarled in anger. “My sister wouldn’t hide something so… Impossible behind my back.”
“None of us know why she is like the way she is…” I felt myself trembling, not sure if I was on the verge of a sob or not. “Nicole and Sophia are… Full.” I couldn’t bring myself to say “Angel”  in front of him. Not now, not ever; how could I bare with myself? How could I have been so stupid to leave the letter on my bedside?
I couldn’t see any emotion on Caspian’s face. I couldn’t see if he was angry, sad, or betrayed. What was I supposed to say?
When he spoke, I saw his eyes flash with an emotion, but it was too quick to see. “You can’t fight Malistaire and his army alone.”
“I won’t be alone.” I defended myself. “My sisters will be there with me.”
“For a wisdom Angel, you ought to be more intelligent.” Now I could see Caspian’s anger. “I doubt you will be able to kill your own father.”
“I-“I stumbled over words. I didn’t actually know how capable I would be on killing my last family member. “I’ll manage… You must understand me, after all I’ve seen.”
“You’ve got to be kidding me.”
All that I’m wanted for.” My voice broke, my throat threatening to choke. “And although I’ve wanted more… My sister’s and I are the most powerful team you could ever find in the Spiral. Y-you must trust us, because it’s not what it seems.”
“Not what it seems.” Caspian repeated quietly. Suddenly, he was in front of me, staring down. Trapping me by the corner near the fireplace with his arm, his shadow loomed over me like a titan. Strangely, I was overwhelmed; but not afraid. “You and your sisters are going to go to places that I’ve never been, and its going to be extremely dangerous, even for you. It’s going to be a hell of a lot of work and danger, and if I can’t be there to make it easier… You’re going to get hurt.”
Them or me?  I thought. “Then we are going to get hurt.”
Caspian shook his head, his dark hair tickling my forehead. “If something happened…I couldn’t live with myself.”
There was a large bang, and the door flew open. In a flash, Caspian was about five feet away from me, and my sisters barged in. They didn’t seem to notice Caspian, but Abby was staring at him in shock. I wondered what she saw.
“Mary- did you hear the news?” Nikki gasped, and I noticed they were all out of breath. They may have run here. “Rachel died this morning.”
“I know.” I replied, numbly. “She died in my arms.”
They stared at me, and Sophia raised her eyebrow. “You saw her?”
I took a deep, shaky breath. Caspian’s presence still shook me up. “I had to figure out a few things… And I did. She indeed was working for my father; she practically told me so, considering her last words were about my defeat.”
“That’s such a desolate position you were in.” Abby murmured with pity. “How can you stand it?”
I stared at her gently. “A life for a life, Abby. All those people she killed… I can’t feel anything more than pity that she couldn’t repair the damage she created before she died.”
“I’ve never heard a criminal regret what they did, even after hearing of their consequence.” Nikki told us with a heavy heart in her voice. “I think it would be the same for Rachel.”
“I agree.” Sophia decided bitterly. “Rachel was no person for forgiving.”
I sighed, holding myself with my arms, as if cold. “She also spoke of the nature girl.”
Nikki and Sophia glanced at each other nervously and Abby was staring quietly at her brother. “Erm… Mary? It’s not just us that are in the room…” Nikki pointed her head quickly towards Caspian.
“He already knows.” I proclaimed with gloom in my voice. “He found the letter in my bedroom when I was meeting Rachel.”
“Oh.” They had blank faces on, not knowing what to say. Sophia was the fastest to recover. “Are you… Okay with that?”
I glanced at Caspian. “I’d rather not have him included, but since he knows…”
“We have no choice.” Abby interrupted. “If he knows, he knows.”
“Yes, Mary.” Caspian spoke and I thought he was rubbing it in. However, when I looked up at him, his face was total seriousness. “You have no choice.”
Glaring at him, I spoke through gritted teeth. “Let’s continue with the conversation, if you please.”
“Okay.” Nikki squeaked with fake cheerfulness. “About the nature girl.”
Everybody’s heads perked up in interest except Caspian. However, he was already listening intently, although I didn’t know how much he knew already.
“Did she give you any clues?” Sophia asked me.
“No, just that I will fall to my knees for my father, and that the nature girl will perish.” I informed them. “Nothing to give us clues about the clock tower.”
“What about the prophecy in Sophia’s dream?” Nikki insisted. “Perhaps the nature girl falls in love?”
I felt a jolt in my heart; I had forgotten about the prophecy. It was like a bullet through me, but I didn’t understand why I was feeling this pain. This feeling of… Overwhelming realization of something I couldn’t understand.
“Whoever falls in love, then they die or they are saved by keeping away from that person.” Abby restated, slowly and painfully. Was it just me who felt this regret? “Wherever the nature girl is, let’s hope she’s not in love, or it’s going to cost her life.”
“What if it’s not the nature girl?” Sophia asked quizzically.
“Then we must beware of our feelings.” I felt a gaze, and noticed that Abby was staring right at me when she stated the words. “No matter what.”
“I- I need to go get some air.” I felt as though I was being suffocated in this large room.
“Are you alright?” Caspian spoke in a monotone voice, leaning into the marble wall.
Staring at him, I repeated, “I need some air.”
Pushing open my balcony door, I stared out into the clouded sky, not even relieved by the sweet air. I felt confused, hurt, and stressed. I heard the door close late, and turned my head to see Nikki behind me.
“Something is going on, isn’t it?”
My arms shook as I held on to the balcony railing. “I don’t know if it’s just me, but I feel as though my heart is breaking. My father has deprived of everything that I’ve ever wanted… And now, he’s forbidden all of us to love, because of this stupid prophecy.”
She touched my shoulder gently, and I heard kind empathy in her voice. “Things will get better.”
I sighed. “No it won’t… Don’t you understand, Melissa? We are to fight in a war. What if we don’t find our other sisters soon enough?”
“We will.” Nikki assured, but I heard the tiniest pain in her voice. “And after the battle is over, we will be free to our heart’s content.”
“No,” I disagreed. “Even if my father dies at our hand, I will never be free. My heart shall be shackled by the pain of revenge; for what do I do when my heart tells me not to follow revenge, but it is thy only choice?”
Nikki side hugged me gently and sweetly spoke: “I have seen your true reflection; a fraction of a second I recognized. It is the light between your tired eyes, that there is wisdom in pain. You are only a girl… Created from love to love, only chosen for a special reason.”
I smiled. “You should be the wisdom Angel… Not me.”
Nikki chuckled. “I’m only one for remembering… And you have something that nobody has.”
“How?”
“Your instincts are always correct, no matter what. I saw you shiver when you passed by Rachel for the first time. I saw the way you spoke of your mother and sister, and the trust you deprive of your father, despite he is your only family left. I saw how you looked at Caspian.”
“Oh.” I stared off into the sky, thoughtful. What did she see about Caspian and me?
“But most of all, you have the spirit that I’ve never seen anybody in my life have.” She smiled, and her kind energy overflowed me with a fuzziness of friendship. “You should see yourself when you’re fierce.”
“You are over exaggerating me, Nikki.” I laughed quietly. “Making me feel better isn’t going to change the events that are coming.”
“I always have a feeling that when I talk to you, you know what to do.” Nikki continued. “Like you’ve been through it before.”
I sighed. “One can never always be right. If you are to learn from your mistakes, then you are a wise being.” I began to pace. “If it was even possible for a person to be always right, they would be completely stupid; considering that they wouldn’t know right from wrong… This is why you shouldn’t listen to me.” I laughed.
“See, Mary? I knew I could bring you out of your shell… Even though you do know right from wrong.” Nikki smiled.
I blushed, and then sighed. I sat down on a bench, and stared at my hands. “I feel like my heart has been broken again, but I don’t know why.”
She sat down next to me. “Its Caspian, isn’t it?”
I frowned. “Caspian- no. It can’t be.”
Nikki sighed. “Mary, ever since he’s come into your life, you’ve acted… Different.”
“How?”
“You’re just, you know…” She trailed off, thinking. “More spirited in how you do things, I suppose.”
I shook my head. “I don’t love Caspian.”
“Then who do you love?”
There was a pause.
I shook my head again. “Nobody. After all that’s happened… I don’t even know if I could be capable of loving.”
“I bet when we find the Angel of Love, she will say quite differently.” Nikki chuckled.
I gasped, almost bouncing off the bench. “We’ve been so brainless! What if the person who falls in love, which is of course risking their life, is the Angel of Love? It would make sense, right?”
The door to the balcony opened. A servant girl was standing there, with a black dress and white apron; classic. Her blonde hair was in a bun, which bounced when she spoke in a high voice. “The Queen would like a word with all of you, misses.”
Glancing at Nikki, we nodded and walked forward and inside. Everybody was standing near the door; I wondered if they had been watching Nikki and me outside. It would be awkward to answer what she had been counseling me about.
“Follow, Ladies and Gentlemen.” The servant girl left the room, and we followed with our backs straight and as much manner as we could muster.
Walking through many corridors and turns, we reached the Grand Hall, the dining and second throne room of the Queen. I noticed that the King was not yet back from wherever he was.
The Queen’s most loyal and trusted advisors and lords were standing by her throne, which was of gold, marble, and red silk. The Queen wore an emerald green gown today, which contrasted with her pinkish pearly coat. Banners were hung high on the ceiling of the Great Hall, all with a symbol of a canine on them.
As we walked forward, we bowed and waited.
“Melissa Nicole, Mary Ravengem, Abigail Silvereyes, Caspian Nightstone, and Sophia…” She noticed that Sophia had no last name, and I had yet to realize that nobody did. “You have all given me sweet pleasure and I hope you obtain my wondrous gratitude.”
I smiled, enjoying the feeling of praise. “Your welcome, my Queen.”
“You have helped us solve so many murders and crimes… And it was all by the same person, and one wolf.”
A few of us glanced at Sophia. I saw her grimace, and we still knew the wolf was still tracking her at random times. “Your welcome, my Queen.”
The Queen shook her head with a smile. “I am not here to thank you, ladies and gentleman.” She nodded her head towards Caspian, as he was the only male. “I’m here to congratulate you.”
I raised my eyebrow. “Oh?”
“Sir Thomas, please bring the scroll up.” She waved her hand to a knight, whom held a scarlet plush pillow, with a pristine white scroll on top. Queen Cecilia thanked her knight quietly, and took the scroll gracefully with her paw. She held the scroll up for us to see. “Do you know what this is?”
“It’s…” Caspian squinted, thinking. “A scroll, evidently.”
“It’s an invitation.” The Queen smiled. “To your commencement.”
“We’re getting awards?”
“Medals. Trophies. Anything you wish. There will be a feast, a dance, and I shall bring all of your status to my high advisor’s position.”
“Oh?” Nikki frowned. “High advisor?”
The Queen did a small giggle. “Of course. I would love for you to stay in the Palace.”
“My Queen?” I contradicted, now understanding the problem. “I don’t think we will be able to stay in the Palace… We have places to go and things to search for.”
“Oh, I’ve gotten that figured out.” The Queen replied merrily. “My true knights shall find what you’re searching for very easily.”
The lords standing near the Queen were holding gold boxes, and I had not noticed them holding the boxes earlier. Queen Cecilia nodded, and the lords walked forward with their backs straight and no emotion on their faces. They stood in front of us, holding the boxes.
“Your majesty… You don’t understand.” Abby protested. “Your knights cannot know what they are searching for, and even if you send them to find what we are searching for, they will not find it.”
“And why not?” The Queen’s smile faltered. She regarded her lords casually: “Open the boxes, so they can obtain their awards.”
“Because,” I added with slight annoyance. “It’s very important that nobody knows about it.” I glanced at the lords standing by her side. They were like statues. “And it’s our job to find our own sisters, not yours.”
“Pick up your medals.” Queen Cecilia’s voice was monotone.
We picked up the golden medals out of the box, and it was cold and heavy to my skin. Noticing the Queen’s cold look, I put the medal around my neck, and it clinked as the metal touched the citrine on my amulet. “I’m sorry, but it’s true. We have to do whats right.”
Queen Cecilia pouted… Something I thought I’d never see. “Such a pity… I was looking forward to keeping all of you to myself…”
Abby made an uncomfortable sound. Glancing at her, she staring at us in anxious fear. She turned to Caspian, and whispered something in his ear. I noticed his hand tighten around the hilt of his sword.
“I’m sorry, your majesty.” Nikki told the Queen in a forsaken tone of voice. “But it’s our duty that we should be leaving directly after the upcoming commencement.”
The Queen burst out laughing, but stopped abruptly. “You are not going anywhere.”
I gasped, suddenly realizing the intense danger we are in. In a mere second, Sophia had her golden bow out, and Nikki was using her staff. Knights cascaded around us, and my sisters were twirling and fighting with all their might.
I had to say, we were good.
Abby had two daggers in her hands, and despite the small weapons, she was hard to catch and deadly if she caught you.
I tugged on my necklace, and in a second my golden sword was in my hand. I ran toward, fast as the speed of lightning, to the wall where a bronze shield was hanging. Using the sword to knock it down and catch it with my hands, the shield was heavy, but it was fine enough to protect me from spells and swords. I twirled the sword in my hand with a little twitch of my wrist, and turned around in a blur. Blocking a spell that rebounded towards me, I also struck metal against metal as I hit a guard’s armor. The force knocked the knight backwards, and I kicked the knight to the ground and held the sword to his throat.
My breath shuddered, and I took away the sword. I couldn’t do it. I couldn’t kill him. The guard stood up and ran, fearful for his life.
The Enforcement burst into the room in full blast, taking in the scene. Half of the Enforcement began to fight against us, but I noticed people like Blaze, Sierra, and Courtney stop and actually contemplate the surroundings. When they began to fight the knights, I smiled and continued to fight.
“Don’t move.” I turned to see a young woman with feathered multi colored hair, wearing dark purple and strong high heeled boots. I was surprised that she was wearing makeup. She held a dark blue bow, but it held no arrow. Instead of an arrow, there was a wholly black knife with markings on it that I couldn’t exactly see. She held the bow and knife like it was natural that way. “I’ll kill you.”
I shook my head, raising my eyebrow and smiling. “You can’t kill me.”
“With this knife, I can.” She smirked, and pulled the bow back.
I gasped, realizing that this was the place that my amulet was manufactured; could something equally as deadly and anti-angelic kill me?
I heard the bow shoot the knife at me before I could lift the heavy shield. I squeezed my eyes shut, praying that my shield would protect me fast enough.
I heard no bang against the shield, and I felt no pain. I heard a grunt of pain, and I opened my eyes to see Caspian’s eyes staring straight into me.
I couldn’t understand what had happened; it had occurred too fast. For a moment, I though Caspian was leaning into me, his blue eyes being drowned in blue blood, the gold flecks in his eyes glowing with fire. He was only unbalanced, and used the wall behind me to sturdy himself with his arm.
“O-oh!” I cried out. “Caspian!”
He fell to the ground beside me, halfway on his side, and using his arms like he was going to do a push up. The Knife was in the middle of his back, and blood stained most of his shirt already. I dropped my shield, just as I heard Abby scream and attack the woman that had aimed for me, but hit Caspian.
I dropped to his side, my hands reddening with his blood. He was still wide awake, just uncertain and in pain. “I’m alright.”
“No, Caspian.” I replied, breathless. “You’re not. I need to get you out of here.”
“No, Mary.” He miraculously stood up, sword in hand. He used the wall for support. “Pull the knife out.”
“Caspian- I don’t think I could do it.” I couldn’t even look at the painful sight of the black knife moving with his back as he shuddered in pain. Every second it seems to wedge tighter into Caspian’s skin.
“Damn it, Mary.” Caspian hissed. “Pull it out, now. It hurts.”
Glancing at the battle that was still happening, in stress, I told him quickly. “Alright, but we got to hide you. I can’t do it when somebody comes over and tries to kill us.”
Caspian shook his head. “We don’t have time. Do it, Mary, I can’t reach the damn hell knife.”
He leaned into the wall, and I grasped the hilt of the black metal knife. Icy and sharp shivers went up through my body as I touched the metal; this knife was associated with black magic.
Reluctantly, I tugged with all my might, and Caspian didn’t even scream. He stood straight up, wincing at the pain in his back. I held the bloody knife in my hand, and for some reason, I was scared to touch it. “Something is wrong with this knife.”
“That woman is dead meat.” Caspian winced as he staggered, like an old man, holding his back. He suddenly looked up, and yelled. “Mary, watch out!”
Sensing something, I whipped around, slashing the knife. I heard somebody howl in pain, and I realized that I had cut somebody’s face. A guard. The guard’s face bubbled black, and he lay twitching on the ground.
I gasped, staring at the knife. “It’s the knife! It’s poisonous!”
Turning around, Caspian wasn’t there. I don’t know how he could have disappeared with the injury that he had, but I knew something wasn’t right.
Caspian hadn’t reacted to the poison from the knife. Why?
Continuing the fight, I whipped around a dozen times, shooting spells at guards and slashing my golden sword.
I heard Queen Cecilia scream, and it wasn’t because of the fight. Most of her soldiers were dead, and a few from the Enforcement. To my relief, none of my sisters were hurt… But where was Caspian?
Queen Cecilia was screaming, pointing down at the window. Sophia came up behind her and smuggled her with her cloak, gagging and throwing the Queen down. Sophia looked out the window, and gasped. “By the Fates- emergency! Mary, get over here-“
But I was already there, staring outside, into the street. My eyes were not wide, and I did not feel my face pale. I just stared.
The sky had no stars. No moon. The buildings cast shadows like demons, and everything was so dark and empty except for one man. One horrible man; the one I hated.
My father was staring up at us, his eyes black and smiling in amusement at the slaughter that covered the windows. I wondered if I was dreaming of a nightmare; it seemed so unreal. His eyes bore into me the most; he knew what we were up to. His eyes showed knowledge of who I really was… Of evil…
I was distracted when I felt my own sword hit and slice into the back of my head with tremendous force, with my head ringing of somebody’s screams.

Saturday, October 15, 2011

My favorite part of the chapter-- for you, Nikki! :D

Sneak peek
All that I’m wanted for.” My voice broke, my throat threatening to choke. “And although I’ve wanted more… My sister’s and I are the most powerful team you could ever find in the Spiral. Y-you must trust us, because it’s not what it seems.”
“Not what it seems.” Caspian repeated quietly. Suddenly, he was in front of me, staring down. Trapping me by the corner near the fireplace with his arms, his shadow loomed over me like a titan. Strangely, I was overwhelmed; but not afraid. “You and your sisters are going to go to places that I’ve never been, and its going to be extremely dangerous, even for you. It’s going to be a hell of a lot of work and danger, and if I can’t be there to make it easier… You’re going to get hurt.”
Them or me?  I thought. “Then we are going to get hurt.”
Caspian shook his head, his dark hair tickling my forehead. “If something happened to…I couldn’t live with myself.”
There was a large bang, and the door flew open. In a flash, Caspian was about five feet away from me, and my sisters barged in. They didn’t seem to notice Caspian, but Abby was staring at him in shock. I wondered what she saw.

Friday, October 14, 2011

Quote

"If you feel like giving up, just remember why you hung on so long."
-Bloody Mary (not the maker of the quote... Just me :P)

Chapter 44

Chapter forty-four— The Good and the Bad

Abby walked towards Caspian in greeting as I slowly bent over. Running three of my fingers on the top of the stack of paper gently, I treasured every second that I didn’t know the horrors in which lie in this parchment.
Picking them up, I stood up warily.
I studied each piece of parchment in the packet, and it was too evident on what the documents were.
“Why are there wills in Rachel’s files?”
“One for every murder that has taken place on the rooftops, to be exact.” Abby spoke with pain in her voice. “But that’s not all there is.” She held a piece of parchment behind her back.
“Abigail… Nicole… What exactly are you pointing out here?” I felt my voice break slightly, and I cleared my throat gently.
“Come on, Mary.” Nikki sighed quietly. “We all know.”
I shook my head, trying to shake thoughts out of the terrible things that have taken place. Shifting through the wills, it was like a timeline. “The people who were murdered on the rooftops were all Rachel’s family members.”
Silence. Pure silence.
And yet, I felt as though a million things were screaming at me. I knew Rachel was cruel in the first place; but to kill her own family?
“The wills show inheritance.” Sophia pointed out, also studying the wills in my hands. “They all lead to Rachel.”
“So, she did everything for gold.” I decided. “That selfish-“
“She didn’t kill just for that, though.” Abby interrupted. She put the parchment that was behind her back in front of her, staring at it weakly.
Sophia walked over and snatched the parchment out of Abby’s hands gently. Her eyes went from left to right, and her already pale skin went ghoulish white.
“What is it?” I asked, starting forward. However, Sophia moved backwards. Why were they so keen on not letting me see the document? “Sophia… Let me read it.”
Sophia shook her head quickly. Abby and Nikki glanced at each other with anxiety in their eyes. Caspian probably knew nothing of what was going on, but he showed no emotion.
“You’re not going to like it.” Nikki murmured quietly. “Its easier if you don’t know.”
“Give it here.” I snarled, officially irritated. Grabbing the document before they could protest, I turned away from them and began to read; it was in a man’s hand-writing, elegant, but dark:
Dear Ms. Ice,
          I am pleased to know that you’ve been following my orders. I hope that Meowiarty has assisted you with a pleasant room enough to fulfill your duties to me, your Master.  
          I trust that you shall do what I say by the Enforcement Ball. Make sure the girl is dead, or I shall send Little Bloody Riding Hood’s bounty after you; you don’t want that, do you, my dear? Do as I say and you shall not be harmed.
          Do as I say and you shall be rewarded. Thus, I have a secret.
          Swear to your life and you will save this secret like a lock to your heart.
          Thereupon taking this to the grave; two can keep a secret if one of us is dead… And, my dear, you know the end to that sorrowful story.
          When the Clock tower strikes Twilight, at the day where there are no stars and no moon, I will obtain the nature girl from the obsessive beast. You, my dear, will play an important piece of this puzzle. Keep the sisters away, therefore they will not be able to save the nature girl until it is too late; when the girl is mine, I shall take the Sylvia’s clone’s soul t o bring her to death.
          If you fail me, you shall be rewarded a much more gruesome death than a wolf could ever give.
          Dare not disobey your Master.
          Meowiarty has taken care of the letters assigned to you. Nobody shall hear or read these words I write anytime soon; not if Meowiarty wants to keep his feline heart beating.
          We shall meet in the Dark Twilight Night.
          -Your Master
I felt my lip shaking. “Her master could have been somebody else.”
Abby walked over, shaking her head with empathy. “No, Mary. Meowiarty is the head chief of the Hall of History corridors and whatever evidence goes through and in the Enforcement. He is a very important role in the Enforcement; only Malistaire would choose him to be the traitor.”
“We don’t have any proof that my father was connected to this.” I bit my lip. “If he wrote this, he wouldn’t have called me “Sylvia’s clone.””
I actually wasn’t sure if I had just spoken a lie.
Nikki made a disagree movement with her head and everybody’s eyes had pain and sorrow. “Well, whoever who master is, he sent Sophia’s wolf after her. Rachel evidently didn’t do what he wanted her to do. The master also set up traitors in our midst… Like the head chief of the Hall of History.”
“It sounds like Rachel and Meowiarty was keeping somebody away… Or keeping something out.” Caspian spoke up for the first time and we all looked at him. He had a frown on his face; I felt my heart lurch at the sorrow he was showing on his face. I’ve never seen him have so much emotion before. In his eyes there was a raging wildfire, with golden sparks in his sky eyes. I hated him so much.
Sophia cleared her throat. “I think its time for you to leave, Caspian.”
Caspian chuckled with disbelief. “Are you serious? You guys need me.”
My sisters and I made eye contact. There was no way to talk and make a plan without mentioning the S.A.
And yet, I had a feeling in my gut that we indeed need him. He was annoyingly brave, stubborn, and strong enough to fight. I glared at him, and I realized that my mouth had opened. “I hate it when your right, but its true, we do need you… Just not right now.”
Caspian smirked. “I knew you would warm up to me.”
“I’m not feeling the warmth.”
“Well.” Caspian put his hand on the hilt of his bronze sword and he leaned against a marble wall. “I’m not going anywhere. Whatever you ladies are hiding, it’s going to have to come out.”
Nikki sighed, playing with her powerful staff. “Don’t make me force you out.”
“That would be impolite.”
Abby looked uncomfortable. “Maybe its time we tell him… The more help, the better.”
I shook my head, furious. “I made a promise to keep it a secret with my mother. I’m not going to violate her death wish.”
They had no idea what I was screaming in my mind. How could they? Are they lost?
“Then we can tell him.” Sophia improvised. “Technically, that’s not breaking your mother’s wish if you’re not the one explaining it.”
“I can’t believe you guys.” I felt my face reddening. “How could you be so cruel to hurt my mother and me this way? You have no idea what I’ve been going through.”    
“I do.” Nikki replied quietly, with empathy in her voice. “I’ve lived with you long enough. I hear you when you’re dreaming; do you know you scream in your sleep?”
I felt my face pale, no longer rosy. “You would too if you saw your family being murdered every night.”
I felt my citrine pulsing with my heart as it beat faster than usual. My anger flared up like flames. Pushing past Caspian whom was standing by the door, I rushed out. Running up random turns, I kept going downstairs. Eventually, I will reach the floor that I was staying at.
After a million days, I finally reached the room I had been staying at. Praying, my heart bleeding in regret, I unlocked the door. Relieved to find that the chandelier had been cleaned up, and the damage repaired. The fireplace was lit, which cast dim shadows of things that looked too evil to fall asleep by. Xena was still gone on her little trip.
Locking my door and running to my bag on my desk, I pulled out my father’s wedding present to my mother. Opening it, my lip trembled as I tried not to cry at the sick chimes of music.
Ding, ding, ding, dalala.
I held my mother’s letter in my hand.
Ding, dalala, ding, dalala.
I felt over my mother’s handwriting, indented into the parchment at my mother’s fierce calligraphy.
Dalala, ding, ding, dalala.
The more I listened to the music box, the more I felt hatred for my father.
Smashing the music box shut, I threw it against the wall. It fell to the ground with a large bang. I felt no relief when I heard no breaking or cracking sound from the music box. The damn thing was unbreakable.
Holding my mother’s letter to my heart, I lay in my canopy bed. Slowly, quietly, I held the piece of my mother, a shield against the shadows of the fireplace.
I did not cry. As if remembering from a couple days ago, I remembered the words that my mother used to coo me with when I cried as an infant. It was so long ago… I wondered how I could remember.
The words ran across my mind, and imprinted it in my eyelids.
I fell asleep with my mother’s soothing words.
A bird’s wings may be clipped, but its spirit cannot be broken.


I awoke early in the morning, where dawn was beginning. I knew what I was going to do, and I took a quick shower. Putting on the comfortable clothes that I preferred, I snuck out of my bedroom. I didn’t want anybody hearing me.
The closer I got to my destination, the whiter the corridors became. Soon, it was like a hospital made out of stone.
Indeed, it was the infirmary.
A nurse or doctor was working on some files at the main office’s desk. Walking up to her, I tried to look presentable enough. “Excuse me, Madame?”
The woman looked up. I realized that she was no woman, but a dog with long curly hair. I bit my lip; I ought to be used to seeing talking animals by now. “Can I help you, miss?”
“I’m here to see Rachel Ice.”
The dog frowned, which was creepy, considering that it was a dog. “I’m sorry, miss. That is restricted; she is a criminal, miss.”
“I know.” I expected this. Taking out my Enforcement badge, I showed it to her. “I am part of the Marleybone Scotland Yard Enforcement. I must talk to her.”
This was really an excuse. Technically, I had nothing to talk about with her that was connected to the Enforcement. I just hope she isn’t too lost to be saved.
The nurse nodded kindly. “Her room is corridor A4, Cell 25. Good luck, miss. She is quite weak.”
I walked down the corridors A1-3. When I reached the fourth corridor, I found the room “Cell 25.” It looked like a room for the mental.
Opening the door, it was chilly air. Three small windows were open, and everything was so white that it hurt my eyes. Rachel was laying on her white bed, staring at the ceiling.
Oh no. I thought. Don’t let her be dead.
“Rachel..?” She did not move, or even blink.
Walking over cautiously, I sat on a white chair beside her bed. It was when I touched her arm carefully that she turned her head, and smiled a creepy grin. “I knew you would come, Angel.”
I sighed, knowing more than the truth. “You killed all your family members for money, didn’t you?”
“That was my free time. More rewards. More fun.” She spoke slowly. I noticed that her teeth were stained slightly red; her lips were bitten so much that they bled.
“Why?”
There was silence, and at first I thought she didn’t hear me. However, she spoke in the same slow voice. “Because I can.”
I nodded, and grimaced. I stared down at her with pity, as she smiled at me with her bloodstained teeth. “Your going to jail, you know that?”
“Master won’t be pleased…” Her voice rattled. I could smell the blood on her breath from a foot away from her face. “He won’t…”
“What do you know about your master, Rachel?” I asked.
She suddenly grabbed my wrist, and I lurched. I saw her wince in pain. “I know a lot about you, Mary.”
My eyes widened. “I’m talking about your master, Rachel.”
“Yes.” She breathed, eyes wider than mine. All a sudden in her newfound raspy voice, she exploded in a storm of words. “You will die with your stupid mother and sister. Your sisters shall rot in a living hell, and your father will become forever powerful. He will make me powerful and rich beyond belief. You will die and nothing shall be spoiled. The nature girl shall perish.”
The sudden outburst took the breath out of Rachel.
It was a moment that it wasn’t the outburst that made Rachel lose her breath.
I held Rachel’s upper body in my arms, as she slumped into me. Her hand slackened off my wrist, and I gasped as I realized what had happened.
Rachel had just died in my arms.